9.28.03

twinkle twinkle little star...

Ok this is my second attempt now that my stupid computer crashed and I had to completely re-start everything...

Well today was a pretty good day. ;) I went to church this morning and then me and my family plus Nicole, went to El Ranchero for lunch. Then Seth and I went bowling with Amanda and Brew and then we went to Wendys for supper. It was a lot of fun and I'm glad that I got to see Seth today.

Only one thing so far today hasn't been good. A piece of news I got via Seth's diary... he's not allowed to email me for a week. Why? Because apparantly his mom thinks his emails to me are too "mushy"... well I don't entirely agree. Sweet, yes they are sweet, but the only thing that he'll say about that stuff is how lucky he is and how much he loves me. Is there anything wrong with that? I didn't think so. But yea I don't think it bothers me as much about the email thing, as it does the fact that his mom was reading his emails to me. I mean we don't have any secrets but it kind of bothers me that she doesn't seem to have a lot of respect for his privacy...maybe I'm jumping to conclusions but it certainly seems that way. And we're back to the trust issue...for some reason Seth's mom doesn't seem to trust Seth very much at all... and I don't know why. I trust Seth with my life. Don't get me wrong though I love Seth's mom and his whole family, it just kind of bothers me about the whole trust thing. Oh well I don't suppose there's a whole heck of a lot I can do about it. I WISH I could but I can't. I don't understand about the mushy email part either... I think she thinks that we aren't putting our friendship first which isn't the case. Seth is my BEST friend... but I also love him VERY much, and I know that anything I ever say in emails, be it "mushy" or not I mean with all my heart...and I'm sure he'd say the same. Oh well. I don't think its the end of the world, I'm still allowed to talk to him on the phone and stuff. Again, I'm just complaining, and its the useless rambling annoying complaining so I'll stop now.

I really shouldn't complain though. Cause even though there might be a few things like that that come up, I'm still really really lucky to be with Seth. ;) Yep...I'm definitley blessed beyond what is my merit. ;)

Ok well I better go now... TTFN!

~Melissa

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