10.22.03

yea I'm such a slacker...

Hey! Sorry I haven't been writing in here too much. I've just been so busy I just plain haven't had time.

I'm really looking forward to the day off school Monday. I'm going to be busy all weekend so it will be nice to just get to sleep in and do stuff because I want to not because I HAVE to. Hopefully Seth and I will be able to do something. The only thing is it can't be a whole day thing because my mom still has school (she teaches pre-school for those of you who didn't know) and my dad has to work of course so that leaves my brothers and I home alone from about 8 to 3:30. Which isn't so bad but I'm not sure whether my brothers could make it through the day alive without someone playing referree... (you know I just butchered the spelling of that word but I don't know how to spell it...)

Sometimes I wonder how in the world my subconsious comes up with the dreams I have. They are so weird and don't make much sense. Last night I drempt that I was in Spanish class and everyone was talking in Spanish (or at least I assume it was Spanish) I couldn't understand a lot of it. And everyone kept asking me questions and I didn't know what they were asking or the answer. Seth was in my class (which is weird in and of itself because he doesn't go to South). But then we decided to leave and we walked out of the classroom and went into this other room where it was nice and quiet and it was like an aquarium...then I woke up. Yea told you it didn't make sense.

Tomorrow is going to be a long day. I want Friday to come. We're going to Marietta for the football game and Seth is coming :D

Speaking of which......I know I spend a lot of time complaining about stuff. But really, I am so incredibly blessed. I mean not just because I have a good family and friends but also because of Seth. Last night I was all stressed out about a lot of stuff and I started reading some of the emails he's written me, and I also read some notes and it just made me think about how lucky I am. I don't always think about it and sometimes I think I take it for granted how lucky I am to have a boyfriend who's more than a boyfriend he is my best friend. I really think I picked a winner the first time. ;) I wonder sometimes what in the world I did to deserve him but then again I guess sometimes we're blessed with more than what we really deserve. (And Seth if you're reading this no rolling your eyes. ;) hehe)

ANYWHO... it's 10:30 almost now and I'm tired. I'm going to read Seth's journal cause it says he updated it... and then I'm going to go get ready for bed. Sorry I rambled so much... TTFN!

~Melissa

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