11.22.03

Its been a while...

Wow its been a long time since I've written in here... I've just been busy I guess. But we don't have school all next week for THANKSGIVING BREAK! Who-hoo!

*sigh* I am kind of disappointed though. I don't think that Seth is going to be able to come to my house for Thanksgiving. I'm still going to his family's thing in the afternoon and my grandma invited him over to eat with us later in the day. (And they aren't conflicting by the way...) And his mom won't let him come. :( It's not just Thanksgiving that bothers me cause well that's not that big of a deal. Its the principle of the thing and her reasoning that I don't get. Her reasoning is that we shouldn't be serious anyway so he shouldn't care about my family. :S She still doesn't want him to be dating me and I know it. I don't even understand why. Granted I'm not perfect and I probably don't deserve someone as wonderful as Seth but well I'm not that bad... and I kind of wish she'd take "us" a little more seriously and not just automatically assume its puppy-love or just based on physical stuff. (Neither of which of those are true) It actually made me tear up a little when I found out he couldn't come...just another reminder I guess of his mom's "disapproval" of Seth's girlfriend. I know she doesn't dislike Melissa... but she doesn't like "Seth's girlfriend"... and while I know she likes me, Still "Seth's girlfriend" is a part of ME. I just wish I knew what to do to make things better. I wish that she could understand that we do really love each other and that she'd be ok with "us". I don't want to really complain, because well I'm sooo blessed to be with Seth and I know this is probably one of those "strengthening experiences" type thing. But I still can't help wanting to make everything better, Either way though Seth if you're reading this... I LOVE YOU no matter what ;)

Ok well I have to go get ready for a youth thing (and I'll get to see Seth! :D) Hehe TTFN!

~Melissa

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