2.19.04

plop,plop, fizz, fizz, oh what a relief it is...

Hey! Well today was a pretty good day. Good in that I got to see Seth this evening! :D

There was a not so great part of today... I'm not sure if Seth and I will be able to do something this weekend or not. Not a huge deal by itself... but just that Seth's gonna have to fight and bargain and beg with his mom once more just so we can see each other. I really really that. That he has to fight for me. I know that it's hard on him and it gets to him sometimes, and I don't blame him. But it gets to me seeing him upset and burnt-out about it. :( I wish I could make things better... He says I'm worth it, and I believe that he means it. But man I am so lucky that he's stuck by me and will stick with me forever. I hope things get better with his mom though. :S

Actually he was going to talk to her again tonight ...I'm kind of waiting for an email from him so that I know what we're doing if anything... I know he has lots of homework too. :S Well hey Seth if you're reading this ...SMILE!!! :D I love you so so much!

Ok well I'm gonna go. TTFN!

~Melissa

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