3.17.04

Top o' the afternoon to ye lads an' lassies!

Hey... well things aren't going to great with me... I'm not going to talk much about it on here, cause I'm sure the person I talked to about this would appreciate it.

But lets just say this... Imagine finding the one you want to love forever and to spend the rest of your life... now suddenly, not only do you have to deal with his mom not being overly accepting --- but now, one of your closest friends in the whole world says she can't accept you as a couple and doesn't like him and doesn't think that she can be with you on your wedding day.

Yea not much fun. :( It makes me so sad. But I guess if she walks out then its her own doing. Because I try my hardest to be the friend she deserves... but he's my friend too - and I know he's the one that God gave me. I don't want to lose her... but then again, if she truly cares about me then she will work to overcome this and be there with me and stand by me no matter what.

I guess I'll just have to pray that things work out... in the meantime it's pretty upsetting, maybe I'm being too much of a "people-pleaser" but all I want is for everyone to be happy, as happy as I finally am.

*Sigh* Anyway, other than that there's not much new going on. I just got home from school about a half hour ago... thankfully I have no homework tonight. I can finally take a break from stupid English and not be up till after 11, which is when I've been going to sleep this week, around 11:30 and then I have trouble keeping my eyes open in 1st and 2nd block.

Wow ok well I'm done whining. Today itself wasn't to bad I guess. It'll get better though. Seth's supposed to call me after he gets home from school. I'm looking forward to talking to him... I need my best friend. Alrightythen, TTFN!

~Melissa

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