2.25.05

Spaghetti western swing...

Today is FRIDAY!!! Yay! I have done absolutely nothing this morning and it's great. I slept till like 9:15 and I slept good last night, and don't feel tired. (Which is a switch because I've felt really tired all week.)

Last night we finished up that CPR/First Aid stuff at work. We didn't get done till 10:00!!! It sucked that I missed clogging and seeing Seth, but I'm glad that that training is OVER!

I talked to Seth last night, and his parents have conceeded (or rather his Dad has conceeded to his Mother's wishes) of not letting him call me on Sundays. I kind of got upset when I heard this (not at Seth just in general). And not necceserily because I can't get through a day without talking to him, because I can, it's just the principle of the thing, and all the other silly and pointless "rules" he has to follow. I'm tired of his parents treating him like he's 14. (If he was 14, these rules would make more sense, along with the other silly things she wants like "group dating". BUT HE'S 19!!! AN ADULT!!!)

I guess what I want is to be able to call my boyfriend and talk to him for as long as it takes to have a conversation, be it 30 minutes (our current "time limit") or 300 minutes. I'd like to be able to call him up and say "Hey do you want to come over?" and have him be able to, without the proposal going through congress. And most of all, what I want is for Seth to have a good relationship with his parents. For them to treat him as the responsible adult he now is, and give him the freedom to make his own decisions. I want them to like me and be able to have even a parent/child type relationship with them, and to be happy that Seth is with me, and understand that he truly loves me. I don't want to be one of these people that can't stand their meddling mother-in-law. When we're married I want our families to be able to get along with each other and enjoy each others company. I want family gatherings in the future to be peaceful fun events. Not stressful, irritating ones. That may seem like asking a lot... but is it really too much to ask??? I just want everyone to be happy... as happy as I am with Seth! <3

*sigh* Well I guess I'll just have to work on my patience. It's not fair for me to complain to Seth, or I guess anyone else for that matter. It's not Seth's fault, and I am proud and glad that he is trying to do what's right. I've just got to hang in there until he goes to college, and hope things will work out after he gains freedom from them. (Lets see...August... well we've got about 6 months and counting!)

Well I'd better go, I'm still here in my pjs and I'm gonna have to be getting to work soon! TTFN!

~Melissa

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