3.8.05

Money really is the root of all evil

I just finished taking a History test... yea I kind of forgot about it, and didn't do a lot of studying, a little last night and a little this morning. I think I did ok though. Of course last time I took one of his tests I was sure I got an A or B, and I ended up with a C so I guess I'll just have to wait and see. It's not a hard class exactly, its more interesting than my last history one, but I'll still never understand why we have to take basically the same course(s) I took in high school...


I was thinking last night about me and Seth. You know I always thought it was silly when people say "you just know" when asked how you know that that is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. But really, there is no better answer. I don't remember when I first realized I "knew". I guess I kind of knew from the moment I fell in love with him... and well even from the start it seemed built to last. I'm just so incredibly blessed to have him. I never would have thought that I'd be ready to get married at 18, but I truly am. I don't know if I could be more ready... I want to give everything to him, my heart, my body, my life... and I want to give that to him forever. I love him so much, more than words could ever say. (Yep being in love is something that you "just know" too) I can't wait to walk down that isle and vow to love, honor, cherish, and obey him until we are parted by death. I can't wait till we get our first house, have children, and just grow old together. I'm so ready for all of that, and so is he. Of course this lovely little thing called money will probably keep us from that until we are graduated from college. Even if he stays here for school at OVC (which isn't for sure yet), chances are we'll still have to wait till one of us has a decent paying job. I just wish college would hurry up... I'm ready to marry the love of my life!!!

Grr you know I really hate money. It's so annoying, and it seems to keep me from things I want. It kept me from going to the college I really, really wanted to go to (Marietta, a whopping 20,000 dollars/semester) and now it will be keeping me from getting married when I want. :p


Ok well I'd better be going, I'm supposed to meet Nicole and Jennifer at Taco Bell for lunch! Then I have to come back here for chorale and biology lab, then work, and THEN I get to go to clogging and see Seth! (yay!)

TTFN!

~Melissa

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